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i miss him sooo much

2009-05-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

tdikan aku tdur wa tnghari den aku dngr someone call my name "AMY" emmm no1 ever kol me that only ckatam emmm m i that missing him p bnr i dun wan 2 tink bout it~~ p so many sign bout him was around me 2day so m wondering is there sumting happen 2 him emmm i'm worry to the max~~ p i have to ignore it jua damn it napa ku cemani kan aku nda cemani wa mun aku ingau kan ckatam msti ku tnya kbr and how is his 2day p aku nda mau g kcw ya sal aku tkut krg aku punca smua berantakan emmmm 2han jga lah dirinya untuk diri ku

my day with my mom yesterday

2009-05-11T20:15:00.000-07:00

here i wanna say happy mother's day to all mother in this world and to my mom,mama n grandma i love u 3 more than anything~~~~ smlm kn my mom tnya y i never talk bout ckatam g i just silent mcm nda g ku terckp wa n na g ku tau kn ckp apa=( so aku gthu ja aku na g cntct ma ya so my mom tkajut n tnya knapa??? my answer just "emmmmmm" my mom kurik2 lah apa bnr nya jdi so aku na g dpt than i told her everything and ya kata napa bleh jdi smpi kmu nda betagur??? aku pun na tau apa kan djwp~~~ 2 be honest aku na mau text ckatam bkn psl aku mrh ya p aku mlz wa krg jdi pertengkaran na pedah2 krg ckatam g kna slahi na ku suka 2 mun ya plng kna mrh kna 2duh mcm2 sdgkan aku yg salah~~~ emmm so my mom pun tnya aku "do u love katam" aku diam sribu bahasa aku na tau wa apakan djwp bnrta sumpah aku msih blnk so kmi just stop conversation after i said "biar 2han ja tentu kan msa depan kmi, aku trima apa pemberian nya" den mama ckp "nda semesti menyintai atu memiliki lai, and nda semesti org yg tani cinta a2 hidup slamanya ma tani" ckit g wa nitik aing mata ku my mom support aku dlm hal ani and aku bangga wa ada mama cematu ya g aku semngat n2k trus hdup~ and smlm jua my bff tnya aku cpidah ya tnya aku sal ex ku and ya tnya ko syg ex mu ka?? den aku terdiam so aku tnya ya "suka,syg ma cinta a2 sama ka??" so drg jwb nda so aku jwb lah soalan tadi "aku sendri nda tau apa cinta" dulu mungkin aku pernah kata i love katam so much now aku bpkir apa bnr perasan ku pat nya??? lam pikiran ku ya saja n aku na mikirkan ya msih ja ya yg ku ingt emmm m so stupid~~~

right now i'm asking myself did he miss me the way i miss him???

pretending~~~

2009-05-04T04:27:00.000-07:00

i pretend to be happy wich i really hate~~ i miss him no matter wat:( ntah na ku tau cana kan ckp~~ everytym on9 a aku wish ya txt aku n say amy i mish u emmm but now i noe he will never say i sal ya mcm ignore aku dah aku tau aku nda ptut hope n2k ya g p ntah a all my way for happinest all i need is him 2 talk wit me~~ slama ani aku pretend ja happy but hell i hate pretending~~ drg ucu pun ku liat gettin ok dah emm i hope they happy m not wish more than that for them g~~ ok lah i have 2 go~~ kan blajar for coming end test i wish he will say something this time aku mcm nada position g ntara kami dua emmm k god help me to settle all of this just help me to find way~~~='(

asignment bnyk lerrr

2009-04-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

huhu pning ku e bnyk asyment ni u guys mau tau apa past few days ago cgu cmpter kmi eeeeeeee adakah urg buat asymnt kan dbuat tindakan disiplin eeeeeeeee mntal ja ku 2 otw ku blik khostel pakej bh ku nyumpah saja aduh nda pernh2 bh ku nyumapah cgu bnr jua 2 kan asymnt pun eeee ntah e...nda berkat wa perjalanan ku a argggggggghhhhhhhhhh ani g ku mcm kn dmam eeeeeee distract ku e mnakan sana sni wa kraja sja presentation g within this week huh stress ku e bnr plng aku mau bz mcm ani p nda kan mcm ani bnr ku bz aaaaaaaaaaaaa gila e stresss eeeeeee ggtan ada jua aaahahahhaha k lah kan buat website lu huhu gila udh ni kan buat asymnt my health g wat the hell huh sasak e huhu wish me luck k?? well never stop thinking bout him emmm but plesh help me to be strong

disaster day for me n i wanna say sorie 2 all

2009-04-16T08:02:00.000-07:00

rini genap seminngu aku nda btagur ma ckatam so ya txt aku worst la rini bgiku emmm mula2 ucu gthu aku yg cmawai ni nda ikut persembahan sal MC so aku panik lah nda tau apakn dbuat sal cacat kn 2 persembahan kmi so aku o9 lah den emelku a nda dpt msuk even aku msuk pat hotmail pun nda dpt shyt ja 2 so aku panik aku mntal aku o9 la emel ku g 1 yg lama mau jua o9 so dgn mntal nya ku pkirlah cna kn blikkn smula emel ku ani so kwn ku 2long(mimie) ya 2long aku ubh paswrd apa sal ya pun prnh cani kn so berjaya aku dpt 2kar paswrd emel ku tarus lah ku buat pat nik mun kn menghack emel ku ni bljr lu pndi2 den witout any alert ckatam txt aku saying amy... m sory emm for everything emmmmm bnr a i dont know wat hppen between us bru ja smlm ku kn close crita kmi dua ada tya mntxt emmm bnr plng ku bharap ya mntxt p txt mcm besa wa mcm dulu2 p ntah napa ya txt mcm ya bslh arh ku sorg ja emmm bnr ku nda mrh ya bnr aku disappointed p ndakan ntuk happinest nya ku kn mrh mcm ya mrh gfnya x aduh sapakn aku ni kn mrh2 ya huhu so ndakan sal tdi sal mawai den sal emel ku den mntal ku than ku lpskn ni pat smua mun ada urg mc bek ta ku gthu arh sapa yg nda dpt mnari 2 nda ku majal krg kpisan ank urg aku yg kna cri huhu so aku blik hostel n yes aku nmpk cmawai so aku pning g apakan skjp mc skjp nda so mruap lah ku p ku than ku njoy ja liat urg blatih apa pnd n ntake ku~` aku ingau ni sal ku liat performance drg pnd mcm main2 wa all i ask just for a sweet smile ckit ja~~ p nda mau ok aku phm myb drg hafalkan step so relax tup tup tup kna bom drg leh ka tikah p bnrlah drg slh psl drg main2... so tym kmi g performance aku ni msih g cri idea sal ending kan so aku pkir2 den myb lah drg ucu mental sal drg g lum mkn apa aku phm ku ckp mkn ta mun kn mkn p pyh kn sal aircon bnr plng bebau kn 2~~ so drg 2nggu rehearsel bru mkn ok den kmi prctice den drg ucu tnya cna ending ku gthu cana kn den witout ani alert ya bteriak aku tkjut trus ku diam drg pnd mliat aku than aku mrh n disappointed bnr2 so ku than b4 pnd buat persembhan aku chow trus sal aku nda g dpt wa sal aku ilang mud bnr dah wa aku bnr2 nda dpt handle drg aku frust brabis so bek lari ku tinggalkn kunci keta bjln kaki ta ku blik hostel huhu ijap gila ku yg ku pkirkan apa jdi mlm 2 jdi ta 2 mun ku kna krajakan mlm 2 bh redata ku den nda sdr2 ku dngr mawai mnggil aku mnangis n ckp drg nda mrh aku apa honest aku nda mbil ati apa yg jdi p msalahnya aku down bnr2 drg liat kn kurang ajar a2 dpn pnd wa mcm kmi nda hormat nd2 n yes aku ckp drg nda dngr bnr dngr p nda msuk p bnr f aku lah jdi my fren tym tdi 2 nda mustahil aku pun panas 2 mcm drg bnr nada niat ku kn buat brg ani jdi cani n nada niat ku kn buruk2 kan kwn ku p aku just pikir ntah lah p aku nda tau apa bnrnya yg ku mrhi bnr2 aku berdebat ma ucu n mawai kmi blwn ckp smpi suara ku bsr bgagar ni flat a gila e bru ta kluar 2 suara ku bsr cema2 a damn it ntah lah myb psl msalah ku ma ckatam a2 ku than skit ku a2 den dtg g cemani mcm brg ani ku than kn 3 minggu wa pkir kn tya skit bh ntah a yg pnting nada niat ku bnr kn bkelayi ma intake ku aku syg drg mcm family ku aku nda mau kurang ajar dgn mna2 family ku aku bangga knl drg even wat happen 2day i can c sapa yg care sapa yg nda n habit ku dtg blik emmm ani x kdua ku tersedak2 mnangis dpn kwn2 ku aku mnangis bkn minta simpati p dat mean aku disappointed bnr ta udh 2 urg ku syg buat aku down mudahta ku jdi cema2 ntah aku nda tau sasakku smpi wa ku numbuk dinding damn everything change even my habit pun dtg huh i hope dis the last tym aku nda mau brg ani jdi blik bnr ta huhu aku nda mau wa brg ani jdi cani dri ckatam, den my fren, asyment g, my life g everything change bnr2 dah and tym ni pun aku nda percaya yg ulah ku dulu blik smula ulah b4 4thun dulu.... aku mau smua blik smula f ckatam nda blik its ok just one i want bni2 yg knl chomer blik smula no matter wat hppen f bnr aku p2t txt ya give me a sign yg ya bnr2 wan me 2 txt him~~ i give all 2 u ALLAH~~ save kn kwn2 ku dri kna lukai kalau kiranya aku kn smpi tngn pat salah 1 ja kwn ku hukum aku spaya nda bahagia~~ aku bnr2 jnji aku protect kwn-kwnku yg dri dulu smpi skrg yg slalu ada lam ati ku~~ god bless dem

now i close the story between me and katam

2009-04-15T07:58:00.000-07:00

i have no more katam='( katam just gone away we not speak again bcoz for his own good~~ i dont want to force him anymore f cht wit him pun mun nda kna lyn emmm nda jua pedah kn mcm siasi plng~~ i noe m hurting coz we nda g contct but its ok i still can survive this is for both of us not getting confused f one of us just fallin in love but the other not the love will never work out so m prefer 2 be like this if he want dis~~ i dont want to force any1 especially him coz seeing he confused, complicated and specially hurting is not in my list his happinest is my priority~~ now i have no KATAM coz katam just my memories n i never ever regret falling in love wit him n i always love him no matter wat coz knowing him is the best things happen in my life~~ n i wish he will talk wit me n never forget bout me~~ n i hope god always protect him even 1 day i died n i really want him 2 know that i never leave him i always stay inside his hart=) tengkiu for everything~~ i never want more from u anymore but remembering my memories=) i dont wanna say that i wanna end eveything but all i can say is i give all 2 allah =) coz i noe HE got plan for me and i just have to wait=)

preparing for performance

2009-04-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

kmi tym ni ada 1 day ja lgi 4 our visitor from SVNR kmi emmm naleh lah nari apa emmmm~~ kmi nari lagu dri pussycat doll jaiho dis is the 2nd song from pussycat doll kmi nari from ND1 lah n pnd mnari lagu traditional song "bunga simpur" lawa lah emmm almost perfect hopefully esuk perfect ta~~ emmmm naleh mati lah tym ni emmm bsyd aku prefer mnari all d tym psl aku nda mau mikir brg yg nda pedah2 wa emmm keeping myself busy is the best way gpun aku just nda mau kcw ya g n yes i admit m jealous for wat i saw p no use coz he chuz wich way n i dont have any ryte 2 stop f he don wanna speak wit me den i accept it coz my choice in his hand and i have no reason 2 stay if he dont turn back n hold my hand its ok coz m still me n 4 years is the best memories dat i never forget n i will tell that to all my grandchildren dat faith is always fair=') its all in side our heart if love someone just say it its no harm 2 tell wat u feel coz heart always tell the true....=')

i just change it

2009-04-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

emmm f urg tnya napa i change dis blog website emmm f i dont change it i will be hurt sal besa tmpt ngadu ckatam p now he happy nda kan ku kcw emmm so just 1 plce tmpt ku ngadu and its here~~ at least f aku nda gthu ya aku gthu sni sja emmm so if aku luahkan apa yg ada lam ati ku simpan lam blog ani 8 least ya n XGF o GF nya nda bca huhu at least m not disturbing any1 emmm aku nda jauhkan diri its just aku nda mau liat ya skit g and aku na mau ya confused dgn perasaan nya sndri emmm mungkin f m not around he noe how to undrstnd wat his feelin ='( udh ta e kn mnangis sja wa ku crita sal ani emmm biar tya 2han ja yg 2long aku='(

emmm

2009-04-10T05:19:00.000-07:00

its been a few days i got no reason~~~ so i noe wat to do just move on~~ i noe everything dat i did just make me regret~~ mybe some1 happy now so y stick 2 the position that have bfore~~ thanx for everything i learn more than i tot some ppl just pretend 2 have around coz afraid for losing something!! hope that feeling will not make the life that u have now bcome big regret~~ emm i just wondering y m afraid to go is ders something i did wrong?? f yes ol i wanna say sorie for the mistake~~ dont feel insecure 2 me coz m not duing anything 2 make everything crash think b4 saying its coming from someone else~~ now its tym 2 wait what happen 2morow coz wat i have b4 was end. and that will never come bck~~ its written~~~

wat next??

2009-04-09T02:05:00.000-07:00

bru ja ku blik dri kulah damn wa xcident g ku dngr ceta my fren g ya nanesh2 emmm distract ku tdur g na ckup emmm ya allah pas ni apa g kan jadi nyawa ku g kan dicabut nya mun bnr a2 yg jdi buat ta awl2 k aku gve up bnr dah ni mcm ntah a beter plng idup ma urg yg nda dsyg ni mcm ntah a ku liat kwn2 ku yg drg dpt just hart broken wa ndang kmi ni grup broken hart x a emmm f dats rely happen i wanna warn u ol just stop it krg nyasal kmu seumur idup=))

Im not mad or disappointed

2009-04-06T22:32:00.000-07:00

If sum1 read this blog and think im mad why not just ask me?? Yes i am mad for wat u did but not mad for along time~~ i just want u 2 answer easy ryte~~ ders no use 4 me to mad 4 along time u choose the way and i cant stop it~~ f the way that u chuz can make u happy then go for it m still support n be there 4 u but f u not sure for wat u did y not u just ask ALLAH... U make ur own life complicated bcoz u play wit ur own hart~~ why not u just follow what ur hart say~~ i always be there but i never force u 2 tell me everything coz i noe u need tym but wen m wondering and ask u something n u didnt answer honestly u just break my trust. u noe wat my feelin bout dis... huh? i dont know what i went wrong but f i did something wrong just tell me m not going 2 eat or slap u~~ m just an ordinary gal u oweys noe that nobody's perfect~~

f i say something harsh m sory i will not disturb u f u need me m still here wait for my phone to sing dont worry everything going 2 b ok~~ i promish u~~

stay o walk away

2009-04-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

no1 care bout my feelin all they noe just keep it s secret n silent~~ y? to lie to me o to make me look like fool~~ i might be stupid but yet i have feelin~ but its ok i love playing with faith bcoz faith oweys play wit me and its never end~~ n m really sure it will end =) n never surprise that faith involve sum1 that i trust in this game but to make this game over i will do something... n i will never turn back... f the reason 4 me 2 stay is "no reason and no answer" bcoz its just me to say everything is mean to me but some1 say noting but question me back~~ i will wait the answer n the reason n i will stay but f its late dont say i never ask~~

i hit sumting o sum1

2009-04-06T02:40:00.000-07:00

huhu bru blik dri mbli wafel drg ucu n then aku ni kan reverse la paking dgn tiba *bukk* liat kiri kanan ank waden laki nada huhu panik sluruh bdn la liat g bni n ank waden bni lain ya allah apa g masalah ku dpt ari ni huhu den bni waden blari keblkng keta n mnarik apa yg ada dblkng keta ku aduh mkin ja ku kabak2 2 aduh amti ku ni kacut bh parut ku branti g nafas ku nda ckup ka g apa ku buat smpi ku bnuh ank urg ya allah~~ a2 yg kuar lam pkiran ku den aku liat la kblkng bnr2 huhu panya basikal n ku cri ank waden laki a huhu panya ya btapuk pat blkng tiang huhu ijap ku eeee~~ huhu ngam2 bh size tiang 2 sama bdnnya~~ udh ku bis paking apa everything huhu msih g bdn ku kajar2 ntil now mcm trauma ja ku 2 huhu aduh2 mun keta garit nda apa 2 ank waden a miana ku nganti huhu nyawa bh 2 huhu mun gthu bbh kompom mati ni kna lecture nda gthu krg slh2 huhu susah bnget e~~

p/s; tolong gue

thank u

2009-04-05T18:08:00.001-07:00

nothing to write just say thank u~~~ thank u for make me look like a fool=))

many things too write

2009-03-31T20:10:00.000-07:00

hai guys 1st term holiday was gone~~ it was happy2 n disaster holiday~~ on my holiday m figure wat shud i do 4 his present it make me crazy huhu so mau nda mau pksa ja ntar pkai pos laju ehehe sal pkir2 30hb aku na blaku psl kulah udh birthday nya nah nda ja ku kulah aku mc huhu cuti damam 2hari huhu nda pernah2 wa~~ n u guys noe wat the day aku ntar presents ckatam mlm nya ku xcident d bkt pnggl huhu~~aku blnk mau kol sapa wa kol my mom n dad na dpt reach huhu kol my sis and my bro ringging plng p yet nda beangkat mcm aku 2 blnk na tau apa2~~ so i kol katam yet ya nda angkt aku msg pun nda respon la so i gveup crying and panik everyting la den aku kol ex ku~~ dgn percuma ku kna hina emmm n yet i just go on n tinking y every1 not arnd wen i need them~~~

and tadi aku o9 kan msn so i saw emel katam o9 nda n emelnya tukar2 weird la~~ mcm sum1 pki den dgn brani nya aku bertnya pat nya ya bgf ka nda~~ den tklik ja ya 2 aku brtnya psl emel nya kna pki sooo aku tertnya2 g bkn ka ya tukar dah passwr so his answer is ex nya pki n ITS COMPLICATED emmm and my answer 2 myself "AYAI JUST KEEP UR DISTANT FROM HIM" emmmmmmmmmm was2 dah ku kan o9 emel a2 psl nda jua ada dgn cht lau cht pat emel nya alum tantu ja ya dgn ku cht huh?? watever lah im blnk n yet EVERYTHINGS CHANGE

Who is katam

2009-03-17T17:18:00.000-07:00

katam is my heart~~~ i love him much than anymore~~ ehe ya kol smlm n make my wish cum true tpi syg aku nda jwb tkutku ya nyaya aku tau lah ckatam a ehehee~~ den ya txt aku pat msn tnya y nda angkt kol nya?? n he said "i mish u" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nahan beteriak ja ku tho pat hostel a huhu~~~ den aku kol la ya ehe den ya angkt aaaaaaaaaaa kiut wa sora nya ya allah rndu nya ku pat dia bth g udh 2 nda jmpa ya huhu kangen bangat pat dia huhu ok2 sal kol a~~ aku tnya napa ya kol pnya he wanna make my wish cum true ehehee apa usulnya a mun ku ckp i wan he kish me tym firwork aha astaga nda baik tho kmu budak yg baik bhapa ja ya kish aku f lam ati nya urg lain yg btakhta aha tup tup tup aku ehe lau nda wa nada ya kol aku aha adui perasan lbih pulak~~~ but honest i love him more than anything =) i wish he noe emmm kmu tau apa tym ku intervew ya wish aku gudluck ahahaha suka nye aku semangat wa taus huhu ya g kish g tho ahahaha syok nyer aduh mun ku tdui ka apa ya kish g aduh compom my love to him will getting strong~~ emmm p dat never cum true because i fel like he will never do dat coz he respect me like other girls n i appreciate... huhu tho kuat bh semngat ku kn kish ya ehehe p msti act cool jgn over aggresive ahahaha

p/s: i will never mke 1st step f he dnt mke 1

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2009-03-11T00:52:00.001-07:00

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liars will be oweys a liars

2009-03-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

hai guys i wanna share with all of u~~ i got this xbf dat make wanna puke wenever i remeber him huh pnipu gila wa ckit g ku wah aku msuk trap nya~~ u wana noe wat he lie 2 me said that no gf f**k~~ nah udh d msg wa kn tnya sal cntct lens nah bru ya ngakun ya da gf coz kdapatan yo ahaha nyaman e mun ya kna tmpar wa leh gf nya aku ta g ya bunga pat gf nya a n say tengkiu~~ aduh bnyk2 laki2 a yata yg pling ku bnci wa tym ni ada ka kn go bck aduh mun ku jmpa bh ya a ku simbah bnr ya pki aing pepsi nda ku takut 2 ya a~~~ baik ja kuat ati ku nda mau bjmpa ya a2 eeeeeeeeeee bnr ta ggtan ku msih kan pgg tngn la, rndu la~~ wat a jerk~~ kan mnipu nda pndi bek ja dah ku p2skan ya dulu ahaha mntxt tah g ko pat ku awu mun kn minta kna puji bh silakan tah mntxt aku sdia mnani ahahaha jgn ku dcabar a~~~

bcreful wit dis guys mun dpt ku buat namanya cni ku buat ni eeeeeeee

what do u think??

2009-02-23T22:52:00.001-08:00

let me share wit u guys what i have been think for all my life~~
when i was 8 m tinking who will be my good tcher~
when i was 10 m tinking what will my picture look like on my IC wen i have 1
when i was 12 m thinking what will it be at secondary school~
when i was 14 m thinking who will b my boipen~ ahax jgn tawa a~~
when i was 16 m thinking who will be holding my hand~
when i was 18 m thinking who will be my 1st kiss~
when i was 20 i was thinking~m bored wit kiss so m tinking who going 2 b my 1st 2 take my virginity~ wich is no use jua
n now wen m remembered what i thought for all of that nonsense m tinking again should it be like that coz m chasing for something that non-valuable coz its still me searching for real love n now m thinking ppl who oweys be there holding my hand, laugh wit me, comfort me n kiss me wen i cry is my frens~~ n never escape for my life is still FRIENDS~~ its ok f every guy in this world try 2 play me coz i still have frens dat oweys keep me strong~~
TENGKIU FRIENDS coz u guys still here wit me

love u ol brapi-api k mwahx~~

haters make me popular

2009-02-17T17:58:00.000-08:00

wen ppl say bad thing bout me they will never survive dats my promise p f ku baik ati bnr ku biar kn plng saja 2 ehehe bkn nada tuhan didunia ani p aku ckup sx kna kcw mun mlr wa kna kcw eeeeeeee yata mudah nya ku buat apa saja n2k buat urg a2 dpt balasan~~ p depend lah mun urg 2 udh nazak ndakan ku kaja kn g kan ehe~~ p yg ku heran a bth2 ku cni a i mean at mkjb ani nada papa p alhamdulilah many frens like ppl say haters make me popular u nie~~ aku lbih suka urg tau kjahatan ku sal apa mun kebaikan jrg bah kna liat so let d evilness be ur tag~~ sbb a2 kdg mun ada urg kjahatn pat ku, ku biarkn sal ahernya bnyk bh kwn lain dtg alhamdullilah~~ p 1 yg nda pernh ilang lam jiwa ku "IMAN" iman nda pernh ilang ni lam jiwa ku a mun urg kn kjhatan pat ku k pada sapa2 yg pkir aku ni bad gal o wat apa yg fames ani jht mulut wow prove to me its true k?? k bye

love u ol hater sebanjir-banjir nya k

hang out at pantai wit my frensssssssss

2009-02-17T16:07:00.000-08:00

hy guys~~ u guys wanna noe it was fun honstly hang out dpantai n randam kaki, jalan pgg tngn smpi kwasan dalam wow its dfun ever most part dat i love is d SCREAM part~~~ ehehee most most fun i ever had ehehe~~ nnti i wanna hang out g e pat pantai sal syok bnr wa 2 b honest i dont like pantai sal pns n my skin is sensitif mcm mudah sun burn like that n gatal2 asanya p dis tym wen ptg its rely fun apa g hang out bramai~~ we wish yesterday we will stay for the sunset but unfortunately we cant coz my frens ada meeting tergempak~~~

Valentine is cominggggggggg

2009-02-11T21:53:00.001-08:00

helo guys~~ valentine is coming so enjoy ur valentine wit ur life ehe~~ me on valentine ofcoz alone but plenty of plan u noe myb watching cinema alone who cares~~ so f u guys c me around just say "hai" o u all can just smile at me i will smile back dat 4 sure ehe k njoy ur happy day n never spoilt dday of valentine k mwahx love u mwahx.........njoys=)

M nt feelin well

2009-02-11T02:39:00.001-08:00

M tinking 2 much so i got dizy dis few dys slalu aher tdr smpi kul 5 o 6 pg pas2 kul 7 pg taus kulah nda plng tan2 my healthy n n01 cre bout me so beter i'll be silent 4 few dys k my visitor bye 4 n0w

I tink of him

2009-02-10T06:02:00.001-08:00

I miss him smpi i tot eyes tho ckatam emm m i dat mish him so much emm mustahil my katam will bca my blog coz he bz wit work he wil nt hve tym 4 dis childish blog huh? I dun0e wat m i tinking emm evrynyte m begging 8 my phone wishing he will kol me saying i mish u o hi its enuf u n0e but i dnt n0e i juz wana heard sumting frm him dat he ok adui m luk desper8 i mish u katam wil u say dat 2 me~~

my little nasty day

2009-02-08T16:15:00.000-08:00

aha yesterday i got tattoo~~ not permanent but just for temporary lst tym nda kan i wish i can watch firework wit katam n finally it cum true aha coz i got katam tatoo in my hand n otw i went home smlm ada firework saja ani wa ahax cool ja tho ehee even not m not wit my bloved katam its ok coz katam oweys in my hart n willn't oweys make me cry='( i mish him oredy~~~

what?? ur new babe tinking of thier past~~='(

2009-02-06T19:48:00.000-08:00

emmm felt that oredy well the tips is easy

never bring them to places that they always go for date o fight o watever~~

always be there wen he/she need u
never play dsong dat have memories about thier past wen u wit dem
always try to make them happy coz they will smile even nda ikhlas u noe
never ambil ati o mrh wen drg crita psl ex drg support drg ja k?*even ta skit*
always comfort he/she wen they cry='(
last but not least never do wat thier past have did 2 them

*jgn skali2 rasa down wen sum1 said "u not like him/her" coz they relly don mean it coz no1 prefect*

r u brekup wit ur beloved?? o she/he left u??

2009-02-06T19:34:00.000-08:00

here some tips for heartbroken~~

put ol his/her gifts in the box
never mc o msg that bitch/jerk back
what u cnt take that?? well mc la f nda tahan lau mau kna ucp desperate den u r welcum
bwa jalan2 k lau mikirkn ya sja
apa nda dpt keluar?? p dpt cht kn so bwa cht la n find sum1 new
he/she not donly 1 in dis world, so bnyk g pat luar sana
yea dats ryte yg lain bkn mcm ya~~ ello wat she/he did pun mcm urg dluar sana x paka
never forget memories u guys bring 2gether k coz it will make u laugh 1 day
someone is waiting for ur smile ok:)
last but not least always be fren wit ur ex-s noe wat it will be make good effort

good luck~~~ mwaaaaaaaaaahx

i mish katam but now m trying~~

2009-02-06T19:27:00.000-08:00

i mish katam sooo much n now i try 2 b his bestfren no matter wat my fellin at him~~ all i wanna do is not 2 make he stress o down ahax krg ya yg buat aku pch paut 2 ktawa saja ahax~~ but m relly glad dat he still wit me no matter wat~~ cian g tho ya malar damam a emmm krg dsuruh mam ubt nda ya mau 2 huhu malas i nak pksa nnti i yg dmrhnya lgi ahax~~ cua ta ya mrh aku g ku ggt tinga nya~~ bnr2 ni ku ggt sma jua ya takut aku aha bowh salah krg jmpa nervous ahax~~ k guys nextym g share bout my heart ani k aka katam
i love u katam~~~

wit him~~

2009-02-06T17:48:00.000-08:00

i never see he look so confused....... i wish i can do anyting 2 make sure he ok~~ emmm he so swit wen i lost some wer he will find me no matter way... y i dont see him early bfore but m not sure f i meet him b4 her i will change him bcoz he had told me that..."she change me alot" wow i got jealouse over there well faith chuz her for him so why i have 2 angry o pissed off about that no use kan?? i relly wish dat he ok~~ honestly a wen he say he headache o wat mcm ntah a rasa kn buat happy pun nda i pndi wat kind of tuuuuuut i am.... but its ok~~ i wish i have a chnce wit him~~~

everything back 2 normal

2009-02-03T17:54:00.000-08:00

ol my hostel gal back in the zone wanna noe y i say that ehe all the breakup couple back with thier partner thank god n as far as i see they happy ehehee good to noe that ryte?? ehehehee hope they will happy forever ehehee wat else i wanna share oooooooo yea u noe my subject for this term is really killing me~~
huhu f.y.i ol dsubject that we study is cnected wich relly killing me crazy from csm-maths-programing-information sytem-office application aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrgggggggghhhhhh rel2 make me headache huhu wich i probably will kill my self 1 day huhu smua g conquer 2 pat end tst damn it bnr ka tho huhuhu mna kn kna push g ni nd2 a project g apa huhu plesh sum1 get me a gun~~~

my katam is back

2009-02-03T17:49:00.000-08:00

thank god he fine ehe ijap i 2 mun ya nda mau kwn ma saya g eehehehe we planing 2 go out dis weekend p lum sure coz tkut ckatam bz huhu p nvm pnjg g masa ehehe tym ni g katam bz saja dunnoe why a p myb sal kan national day x a ehe ehee nvmind i'll wait ehehe
mwahx m katam~~

y he mad at me??

2009-01-28T23:14:00.000-08:00

smlm ckatam mrh aku wa huhu psal emel nya kna pki.........aku plng kna tempias ='( emmm ani tkut ku kn mentxt ya pat msn~~ mayb ya ngalih x wa tmbh g emelnya kna kcw emm aku g nyaya ya emmm ='(........... p f u guys wanna noe dis 1st tym ya mrh aku emmm m speechless ryte now~~ aku ni wish kan cht ma ya n liat firework wluta lam msn p emmm nvrmind myb not this year~~

talking about firework~~ lstym i saw firework bnyk p emmm nva mind nxtym ja i tell u about this firework k bye

between katam n me

2009-01-22T02:33:00.000-08:00

ehe aku n katam ok but not that close la tho emmm n m really thank god ya sjuk dah ati maafkn sum1 alhamdullilah~~ we becum really close fren not close what a emmm story bout c katam ni emmm bnyk krisis wich aku sndri pun nda phm akn myself~~ i felt guilty wen sum1 nda salah kna mrh emm p hopely there will no misunderstood again for the future g huhu am really hoping ryte now~

ckatam pnggil aku dear dri dulu dah p dulu nda la karak ya pnggil cemani even now x aha apakan aku ni ehe luan angau x pakah~~ehehe jgn marah~~

n u guys mau tau apa bru ta mnyinar wa blait a bruta kerasan pns nya bth2 ani ujan,bnjir and ribut ja huhu takut i tau dah tym ni mcm urg single tmpt ngadu pun nada a2 ksian saya~~ mun pat ckatam pyh tho sal ya bz kaja nda kan ngusut pat nya bkn nya gf ckatam jua aku ni gaga krg sanak ya mndngr aku ngusut a nda pasal2 TTM 4thun ani jdi berantakan aduh susah itu ehe~~ so ani aku mau blik kpg so pada visitor blog ku luar sana rjin2 deh isi shoutout ku a ahaha mcm nda kna visit jua blog ku ni gaga~~ k dats ol for now mwaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhxxxxxxxx next tym g gue update k

salam sayang dri ayai a.k.a admire ckatam gaga

this lyrics really killing dunno why? and it can make me tearing

2009-01-21T07:27:00.000-08:00

Avant Lyrics
Lie About Us Lyrics

Paul & Olivia Body Image Studio

2009-01-21T01:52:00.000-08:00

Address: Block D. No:8, 1st Floor, Kpg Pengkalan, Batu Bersurat, BSB
Website: www.PnOBodyImageStudio.Blogspot.com
Contact : 8974205, 8755505, 8726190

join lah k spaya bnyk dgn ku nari eheh g ramai g bgus ehehe its fun honest la ehehe tell them wat u like they will give 2 u.. ehehe thats my promise

i'm having my dance class every weekend and its totally fun

2009-01-20T18:48:00.000-08:00

hai guys forget to share wit u all masa ani i got my dance class ehe yea2 my dream cum true~ i learn my dance at pual n olivia image studio di batu bersurat~ if u guys wanna join emm nanti i give address and no contct nya cni k? p so far i just still have 1 lesson plng ehe p really fun my dance teacher name didi ehe k i update their address and cntct number krg k? mwahx hve fun imagine this~~ ehehe

thanx 2 ol my Hostel Gal

2009-01-19T05:30:00.000-08:00

2day 19/01/2009 my best fren at hostel celebrate bday gue, era, puteh and dik2 tengkiu guys...... drg tag team mau kna kan kmi p ckit spoil la sal bday gals smua bangang bday sapa pnya ahahhaaha bengok kan 8lest nada pix kmi yg bangang la kana gmbr ehehe..... p aku slamat sal tradisi mun bday kna siram ahahhaa yes aku nda kana sal hostel aing nya malar ttp~~ u c how allah syg aku bnr ahaha skalinya mndtg krg hos bomba mati aku ahahaha p tengkiu so much la aftr dat bday unexpected was happen emmm yg aku nda expect bnr2 huhu eeeeeee ntah lah liat ja wat happen~~

thanx gal and thanx 2 new comers ella~~

i'm sorry for the blog

2009-01-19T05:16:00.000-08:00

shyt wat happen actually aku buat blog ani bkn kn buat urg kelayi o wat its just my storylife....... please dnt get wrong.........huhuhu eeeeeeeee adui aku bnr2 nada mksd apa2~~ adui emmm apakan ni~~ huhu i wish i can fixed everything p bnr aku bkn kn buat urg mrah o wat p adui aku pun nda tau kn txt apa g..... i'm sorry f ada nama yg involve lam ani buat setengah org mrh o slah fhm p honestly its just my story life... i just want to share with people out there~~ emmmm i'm really sorie f i misuse dis blog f aku ada ucp urg o wat m sorry aku just mluahkan n share wit other ppl how is my life~~ f sum ppl tink negative bout me its ok i accept it bcoz i noe no1 perfect~~i'm sorry~~~

this ia the picture that i have on my holiday

2009-01-06T22:10:00.000-08:00

KK mountain

SWAY my ghirls away ahax

2008-11-25T09:00:00.000-08:00

hello guys ingt kan udh bpost actual day kmi perform pat blog ani ahahaha cnfident gue a ceta sal ckatam plng... eehehhehe sorie geng~~~ nah kish for all of u~~~~ mWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhxxxxxxxxxx

ok tym kmi perform ri2 ahahahahaa ada extra step ehehehehe lst minit made by mawai p raget la... eheheheheeh i love it more than anyting a2 bru ya pcd wanna b... ahax......... p thank god kmi semua dpt pujian dri semua cgu diorg nda sangka kmi ni pndi nari elooooooooo walaupun kmi gmuk o pnjng o mcm kayu kmi still can dnce u noe...

and i tink evry1 can dance ryte ehehehe;))

he said that he miss me

2008-11-25T08:35:00.000-08:00

huhu dtg dah wa perasn gue a wen ckatam kata he miss me mun bnr baik ahahaha sasak wa gue pat nya suka nyaya a nda kira gf ka kwn ka apa msti dnyaya nya... p ya swit everytym f aku sasat dbndr msti pat ya la ku mgusut 2 tau ya wa aku panik msg nya g tu "amy jgn panik a" ahaha tarang2 ya yg nmpk panik ahahaha so swittttt emmm i wish i can chill wit him p apa buleh buat aku takut krg kna mrhi eheehhee oleh org2 terten2 ya g bnyk pminat huhu sapa la aku dsisi nya kan??? eseh becekerama la jua... knapa la bengok aku ni? eheheheheh last but not least i misss my huby wanna be

2008-11-18T07:30:00.000-08:00

1st famous ppl i wanna meet ahax kaya x a ada tower lagi.... aku admire ya bnr2 sal ya pndi handle smua sal bisnes ehehehee lps buat duit ya derma lgi alhamdullilah mun msuk islam wa yani emmm msti bsar phala nya kan kan??

eyh awu yg syok nya g kan ya ni kan udh crai ma bni nya... p yg raget nya i mean ya ni professional la yg ya ni ma bninya still sma bkeraja pintar x a bni nya a ivana... kan sparuh wa harta c donald trump ani ya conqeur huhu diamond tunag nya g kan 500 juta huhu btygkan tya cna brt batu diamond a huhu syok jua 2 p bnr la cra nya ngajar urg2 apperentice a2 a pling bgus aku wa jua bguna n2k syllabus ehehe... nda ku pndi lupa 2 bila ya kta " YOU"RE FIRED" ahahhaaxx nda bsalah wa ya bckp direct yo.......

practicing~~~ and..........

2008-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

hai guys sorie bth nda g tebuat wa blog a sorie k... ehehehee ok mybe u guys tertnya2 cna usul kmi pnya practising for celebration ri guru 2 kan ehehehe??? welll emmm boleh kta 75% gempaq abis la beb ehehehe ahax raget wa my intake mnari sway unbelieveable f MKJB ask kmi jdi dancer for dem m willing 2 do it swear 2 god... bnr la raget ntah y i say dat even drg ni mcm main2 but wen 1 person lead bwa drg enjoy ckit malu drg tarus ilang........ dats wat my intake act drg usul ja malu p f ada yg lead drg jgn malu2 ahax jdi UNBELIEVABLE wa tarus i swear bnr emmm nanti la i post k cna kmi dancing a2 ehee p jgn kmu ucp a i dont lyk tho nda kwn krg... f kira la ada junior kta aku ni lanji or over o my fren ntah apa2 i will stand and say skurang2 nya kmi co-operate n do our best kan?? ehehehe emmm actual day nya 2morrow(19th november 2008) hopefully nda becum disaster la... ehehehe destiny apa ta g wow semangat ani wa ehehehe bngga la ku dpt intake cani chill x a~~~ ehehehee k lah dis ol 4 now sal i got 2 clep chun2 esuk ptg kul 2 ada competiton ntah dpt ka nda ni p harap2 dpt la....... owh yea lupa kn share tdi kmi tym nari2 a kmi blatih a kmi sampat siram didik and putih ehehehe sal drg bday ahaha syok e ahahahaa urg k3 and k4 kmi kraja kan ahahaha syok e~~~~ hopefully tym ku bday nda truki k?? peace ahahahax

my dream little petunia

2008-11-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

emmm r u see this... i can see it shine all over my eyes... ehehee its so beautiful and yes i admit she was my wish list ehehe.. emmm will i got dat??

our practice for celebration

2008-11-11T07:25:00.000-08:00

ehehe kmi pilih lgu sway from pussycat doll ahaxx msti kmu pkir dah kan msti kmi guyang2 jubur kan ehehhee ofcoz not f guyang pun ckit ja x sal cgu wa tho dpn kmi ehheehe p nda apa 2 mke it gruvy wa yeay eheehhee ok guys cmon shake ur booty ahahax~~~ shake it till u mke some noise ehehehe

she d1 i need

2008-11-11T07:22:00.001-08:00

i love the colour of this baby i love this 1 because its look so cute lst tym i check its price about $3++ emmm expensive kan p nda papa la jnji aku prnh pgg ehehe mwaaaaaaaaaahxxxxx

my swit drem baby

2008-11-10T07:45:00.000-08:00

my dream since im secondary school 2 have this handycam but impossible coz i cnt effort it its too expensive eventhough i have allowance to buy this but still i need money for my daily day... its ok maybe its just a dream 4 me 2 get this ehehe...

preparation for hari guru and raya at hostel

2008-11-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

elo guys i just got done meeting with my few hotelmate.. aida, mawai, era, sajen and didik......

we were plannning 2 having dancing and singging ehehehe so 1st of ol ofcoz kmi kan cri lgu huhu pyh cri la we have to do preparation about 2weeks la cema2...

songs list for singging

-tiada lagi tangisan

-halaman cinta

-take me to ur heart

-destiny

-doa buat kekasih

-i turn to you

For dancing

-cinta laura

-button

-new classic

-ginnie in a bottle

emmm stakat ani a2 plng dlu sal alum smua ada since my leg alum g recover bnr so alum sure bnr la... n kmi discuss dis ting on next monday g ehehe sooo just keep read it k??

blwn ma balingkarong

2008-11-05T02:07:00.000-08:00

huhu ani terjadi tym tnghari otw ku kan kulah ma mawai n ucu........ aku ni hyper wa ncrita kn pat mawai psal katam kol aku den dkat kantin or dwan pat voka mkn 2 kan ucu triak wa aku ingt sal apa den aku nmpk binatang itam macam eeee yg rakat pat dinding 2 huhu wrna itam g 2 p drg kata balingkarong adui slah step wa ku tarus msuk pat lubng den "BUSH" kaki ku slahau huhu trus ku nda dpt main netbol huhu skit wa ni p aku pjal la main den huhu shyt happen kaki ku selahau g huhu bru ja kan ngol kan bola licak taus kaki ku pulak huhu ucu rsa mcm bsalah ta plak eheh i dnt angry at her la ofcoz but dat lilttle balingkarong eeeeeeee p nda apa nnti ya balingkarong a ku guring2 ya ku gantung ya pat bilik huhu lau ku brani ehehe bh kan burut lu pat aida huhu akit bnr wa mun ya mlatop gila meriah x a mcm mamam ais krim cornetto wa eheehhe

2008-11-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

katam kol aku just now

2008-11-04T03:35:00.000-08:00

='( m so happy ya kol aku waaaaaaaaa unexpected ja tho i tink ani yg k3 la ya kol aku touching ku e... nda ku expect bnr ta...... gila hyper ku e..... nda pernh2 wa aku pki ya kn kol me emmmmmmm nda ku jdi x e kan jmpa ya tkut ku nda than n nanesh wa liat ya.... my katam g skit tym ni cian ya n u noe wat he kol me mumy aaaaaaaaaaaaaa hyper ja ku tho aaaaaaaaa nda g tau apakan ku yg pnting aku mau triakkkkkkk sal hapy ehehehe love u sooooo much katam

he make me sssoooooooooooooo crazy like hellllllllllll

2008-11-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhh i dunnoe y i so mad pat laki2 a2.... actually my ex plng (701) eeeeeeee tiap x a cht msti wa ya ungkit hal2 kmi sapa ja nda mntal mun ya ngakun kslahan nya bek jua ani eeeeeeee aku wa 2duh nya main2 kn ya apa eeeeeeeee trg2 a time kmi kapel ya yg selingkuh......... udh ku warning b4 ku kapel ma ya aku bnci pnipu p mjal waaaaaaaaaaa eeeeeee bnrta jgn buat aku ni bnci bnr wa pat nya yata mudah ku nda g mlyn bnr ta.........................jgn ya mcm2 sudah ada gf bru a2 jgn ta g ungkit hal2 lma a2 ani ntah e bnuh diri ku krg eeeeeeeee ggtan ku bnr ta mun dpn mtaku eeee kompom ku lari 2 bnr e......

elek2 bwa bsabar jgn emosi huhu

ahaahhaa

2008-11-04T03:11:00.000-08:00

kemarin kan aku ni melalak lam bilik... ketua hostel kmi ni o9 pat bilik ku ucu apa den kan aku melalak la syok sndri nyanyi...... waaaaaaaa dgn bngga la aku nyanyi sal aku hafal x a den skweng ketua hostel nyubuk kdapatn wa aku liat lirik pat google ahax......

kweng~~ kweng~~~

sorrrry and thanx

2008-10-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

mna2 frens yg nda d sbut lam ani m sory doesnt mean u guys not my bestfren u guys is the special person that i never had....... no words can describe how special u guys to me and how important u oll in my life.. im speechless right now even there sum1 say bad tings bout me god still send me many fren dat i never forget thank u 4 everyting........

i love u ol so much till the last of my breath~~~~~

Didik

2008-10-29T09:08:00.001-07:00

didik ni nda bnyk crita la ya bila prlu ya lpak la ma kmi p f ya ada mslah o apa ya biasa bparam ja lam bilik ehehehe shrt story she's frenly and ya ni room8 ucu eheehe sory guys dats ol i can tell u

Erra

2008-10-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

erra ni rum8 mawai.......

ya ni baik ni suka bwa kmi jalan2 ehehehe slalu g nasihat sal kcantikkn ehehehe even ya blur urg nya p bsai nda SENSITIF urg nya eheheehe mlyn g 2 jnis nya ehehehee p bnr la ya ni rjin suka msak apa?? p 1 ja ya nda pcya g laki2 yata kmu 2 lain x jgn jdi pnipu dpt dah yg lawa p dmain2kn ngok betul....

era ni pling kurus la lam smua sal ya mcm model juga putih mlapak wa ya ni huhu unbeleiveable... ehehe ani ja x ku ceta sal era, sal ya ni nda brpa bnyk bnyi wa... eheehehe yg pnting ya jnisnya pyabar n jgn suka cntrol ya k??;))

Mawai

2008-10-29T08:51:00.000-07:00

Mawar~~~~~~ mawar is the good advisor she had zul her bloved bf...... ya ni mawai a slalu advise kmi sal mua, micikkn jrawat kmi n suka ironingkn rmbut eehhehee p aku nda ya sngup sal tbal rmbut ku ehheee yata syuk dnyaya 2 ank a....... ya suka tongking ayamku 2 eehehhe snggup ni lps kulah a daganya ehehehe ya jnisnya pnyabar la....... lau kmi skit ya snggup ni njga kmi ya suwuh mkn ubt apa? lau muka bilang pucat ijap ya 2 ya suwuh mkn ubt ahaha... p lau perhatikan a lau ya bsila chali wa mcm urg yoga ehehehehe jgn gto mawai a..... ya ni rjin ni lau bab2 mbersih bilik apa....... n yes she is caring person... ya snggup 2nggu aku 2 lau aku aher ehehehe alhamdullilah... ya suka liat dvd n2k buang stress p dbwa mnari nda ya mau eeeeeee ank a2 bnr p lau ya main netbol a sx ya hyper mbri watir 2 mna ya mau rhat 2... mcm batry... ahax... so mawai ol i can say mawai ank tarzan ehehehee

LOVE U WAI N THANK U 4 EVERYTING

Ucu

2008-10-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

ehehee now we go 2 hartuty aka UCU.......

she's cute, n funny... she alwys be happy no matter what... ucu ank yatim p never pndng rndh patnya coz a kuat urg nya even she never tell i noe she want a person kol dad kish n hug her... even myb ya mau rasa cna rsanya kna mrh leh dad x jua ehe.. bukan mksd ku kan malukan ya apa p i just want her 2 be strong no matter what hpen... f sum1 say sumting bad bout u kmi cni s ur fren will say "WHATEVER"

she loves eiffel, n ya slalu mngharap from 1 guy wich i shouldnt mention his name... ya nda bodoh k sal nunggu p ani mknanya ya nda prnh branti love this person kn?? watever hpen a watever crita yg ada pat nya 1 ja yg buat aku heran smua crita 2 msti ada cnection with this guy... i dont know why i cry when aku crita sal ya... sal aku slalu liat ya skit n aku nda mau liat ya skit g aku nda prnh ada kwn yg khidupannya skit cemani aku nahan rsa ja f dngr crita nya sal aku mau dngr a happy story from her... i tink not only me mybe ol the person that love her dont like when she cry apa ta g sad... mybe her dad want she be strong right now... n m sorry coz m out of words to tell bout her.. coz she is the 1 of the star dat never vanish

WE LOVE U UCU FOREVER

Grah and liyah

2008-10-29T08:24:00.000-07:00

hazirah n aliyah is my new bestfren wen i was pom 5 coz pindah kulah kttg msa pom 1 till 4 kulah dserasa... smua berantakkn sal smua pindah huhu...now i tell u about grah n liyah k

grah is my bestfren she is amazing... lau ya mlukis a creative la ya allah lawa la no doubt....... bnr lau ya mlukis wa rela ku nyuruh ya sketch 2 buku2 ku sal lawa wa creative bnr huhu well mcm besa kmi slalu bebun dri ya ta ku knl liyah...grah ni nda bnyk ckp la jnisnya ya g kacukan pilipin mlayu esh ngancam ja 2 ehehe...

k now liyah.. liyah ni 1st nya sad la sal dlu ya nda mau pnggil bestfren sal 1 ja 2 urg kwn nya dlu aka bestfren nda prnh kontek ya strt dri a2 ya nda g mau ada bstfren sal tkut ya mngharap... den we gettin close n yes till now for me she still my bestfren n grah... its ok lau liyah nda mau anggap bestfren, s a fren is better den noting kan?? liyah ni tinggi mun jdi model or stewardes pass ni ya a... p syg tym ni ya jdi polis ehe slah pjabt x nada la m just kiddin...

dats oll about them..

p/s olso sory wala yun picture ehehee but nxt tym mybe...

jgn mrh2 a sal nada picture a dlu wa nada hp camera, ada camera pun pki kodak lum maju ehehhee

Fatin

2008-10-29T08:19:00.001-07:00

fatin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ya ni aku knl lpas sbariah pindah ya dtg mcm mnggnti sabariah la.... so we having fun 2gether p unfortunately just 4 6mths... mnangis g ya 2 tgglkn kmi a ya kta 1st tym ta ya ni nangis pindah kulah a... sal ya ni ndang tiap2 thun pindah kulah... p baiklah ya ni ... ya lawa, lawa bnr p cute n chalie g 2... p 1 ja yg ku buat aku bngga knl ya ni ya nda ambong walauta dri mna ya dtg she still down 2 earth... walauta ya bni2 fames d skulah tym 2 still she doesnt bother 2 noe sal ya tau ya ada kwn ya kta... she is amazing pndi g blajr ya ada ajr method cna cra nghafal pling sng p aku lupa ahahaa... lst tym i checked she work as clerk p now nda tau a sal alum g tcontct ehehe...

p/s: no picture olso sorie guys..

siti sabariah

2008-10-29T08:00:00.000-07:00

she is the closest fren i ever had... ya dpt bca apa lam pkiran n hati ku ahax mustahil ka aku g nda cya but its true... p there's miracle hppened la aku sndri pun nda cya... emm sorie f nma nya ni nda ada lam crita cpidah sal tym 2 ya hngat bcinta eehehe... p bnr la dlu ya ni aku nda suka ntah sal apa ka ku nda suka jht ja ku 2 ahah den udh pom 2 kmi rapat la aku, adek, pikah and pidah bwa ya kkantin apa mround skulah mcm nazir ahaha.. den kmi rapat sooo kmi slalu 2gether la close x a.. xcept kmi nda jmpa tym break la kapel ja pnya tym 2 ehehe... so bnyk la crita emm i tink aku crita sal apa yg miracle a2 ja x a...k? here we go.......

tym kan naik pom 3 a2 kmi smua tkjut la*org2 yg ada watak ja* sal ya gthu kmi yg ya kn pindah kulah speechless ku tarus mati2 wa kmi nda nyuruh ya pindah huhu nmanya kmi rapat bnr dah 2 wa.. p f sabariah ni pyh la kan liat ya nangis ya mnahan aing mata ckit... den udh kan naik pom 3 a bnr ya pindah emmm a2 ya ku frust bnr mcm urg ku rapat den ilang mustahil kmu nda prnh rasakn cna? ncari ja kmu 2.. den aku everytym blajr diam ja biasa bckp ja baibun nyeluru cgu sja ma sabariah ani nada dgn even drg c adek pun phm 2... den classmate ku tnya la npa ku nda g bnyk ckp ntah aku jwb kwn ku rapat nada lau ku crita ma kmu pun baik kmu tau crita smua diam.. den 1 day aku bnr2 rindu pat sabariah so aku doalah nangis2 g 2 aku doa spaya 2han bgi aku msa sthun g ma ya n others fren..

so lusa nya i tink ari isnin aku aga kan pat kmi biasa nunggu waaaaaaaaaa sabariah ada bteriak ku ani wa ahahaha tkjut wa pnolong principle bek ja kamcing... nangis la ku mcm mimpi ja 2 alhamdullilah 2han makbulkan doaku a a2ta knangan ku yg nda dpt ku lupa den "gossip girl" in the house lah...

ahahaha cgu history pun langu mlyn kmi ahahaha mati e mun btamu wa kmi smua ni pchi gauk wa cgu pun kan dnyaya.. brani g 2 dlu cgu nagur rmbut ma kuku kmi kmi apa lagi tagur la blik hahahaa nda gauk dmna 2... ehehehe

status nya tym ni kwin dah p aku nda attend tym 2 sal emerncy wa kmi kan bjalan bramai pun dui ntah nda tau cna ani wa? cpidah g mati2an mau pegi ya kwin a emmm kin bkn ta jodoh kmi 2 dpt bunga talornya x... pksa 2ngu 4 org budak itam ni kwin g ehe...

p/s: sory gmbrnya nada p f lam photo album ku ada plng 2 eheehhe

siti Afidah

2008-10-29T07:41:00.000-07:00

Siti afidah... aka kaka ehe fidah ni kwn kmi yg pling chali lau ya ada aha... lau ya ckp kpg aying yata yg pling runtuh 2 eyh ckp batu marang x ahaha panat ni kwn ku sorg a.. suka blnja urg...

p i still remember dulu ya tggl kn kmi meaning kmi prnh kelayi bsr la... 2 psal c gigi basi jhat a mntang2 lawa ambong la ya dsna a... eeeeeee dulu wa admire ku pun dsapu nya pki vacum eee p nda apa lah aku tau ya 2 saja kn skitkn ati ku... eyh kan crita psl c pidah ja ku ni ahha k la aku crita a npa kmi gduh dlu.. nda tau bnrnya npa kmi klayi lupa la ku.. nangis2 wa c pidah a nda ku smpi ati mrhi ya lgi... ku tnya apa mslh nya nda ya mau gthu.. den kmi buat kp2san la kmi lpskn ya ceh mcm urg bcinta plng bunyinya p bnr la a2 ta 1st bestfren ku yg ku lpaskn.. den kmi liat la smpi bila cpidah ma c gigi basi a2 bkwn.. main bgi2 surat x a ehe ku gthu la lau buleh jga kwn ku 2.. yg ku ingt a2 la.. den nda smpi 2 minggu a dui ksian cpidah kna tgglkn kna biarkn sorg2 ani wa eeeeeee mna ku nda ggtan pat cbasi a2... c gg basi a kjmbn ma kkantin wa baik ya ma urg lain c pidah ani baik ya sorg2 ni kjmbn kkantin apa eeeee blajar apata lgi ksian la eee mun ku ingti wa rsakn ku cbut wa gg nya a bnr ta.. den kmi bincng la 1group ni cna? tagur pidah blik ka nda.. adeh ada meeting g ani wa ehe.. den smua s2ju yg bnr2 rndukan cpidah ani adek ma pikah aku ofcoz la p diam2 ja eseh.. den kmi tagur wah nda smpi 30 saat wa bru ta ku mndngr blik ktwa cpidah.. den ya kta sorry n tears come out den ku ckp "bestfren dont say sory 2 each other k?" den we laugh hehehe.. well smpi ani aku nda maafkn cbasi a2 sal ya nghasut cpidah jgn bkwn ma kmi ntah apa ka slh kmi ni huh? biar la ntara ya ma 2han ja tau k??

so time ni pidah attachmnt n dngr crita ya kan b2ng aftr ya graduate alhamdullilah.. ehehehe last ku jmpa ya time sport day d stadium ri2 aha gila hyper ani wa lst song ku nyanyi ma ya is usah lepaskn ehe she still in my memories till now n thank god she still in my list of bestfren n she will never been deleted ever...

Fiqah..

2008-10-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

Nurafiqah my pikachu... y kmi pnggil pikachu sal pikah la ehehe... kmi rapat dri pom 1 well bru knl la dri sna... ya ni mnja la ehe f kna mrh ckit ja leh cgu home science bh ujan ari... mnja gal yata mbgi kmi syg bnr pat nya, ya ni jnis nya pndiam nda bnyk bnyi...

time kmi form 4 after dpt result pmb ya n lvl wich mke her disapponted emmm p tank god time ni ya berjaya dah myb msuk teknikal bndr x la... ehehehe gauk2 kmi ni a mju jua kan kdpn eseh... m really happy noe her for all the year with her...

Adek

2008-10-29T06:55:00.000-07:00

we knew each other from we were still pra u noe... ehehe she noe everyting bout me dlm luar ni ya tau sal aku ahaha bkn nda best fren dmna g 2... so kmi rapat tym kmi form 1 la... ya ni pndi ni lam smua sbjct lau ugama a ya ni mbca quran ja bgi patnya ya allah nyaman wa tdur.... ani kmi pisah dah kmi tym form 5 :'( bwa diri masing2 eyh bkn branti kulah... bapa kmi kn pencen wa yeay.... n dulu time kmi form emmm 1 x... ya ni ada urg dangki kn ya urg pndi jua 2 ya p ntah a npa ada urg dangki smpi pki bomoh2 g 2 huhu jht e p thank god la my bestfren ani berjaya ehehhee m proud 2 noe her.....

so tym ni ya kursus jdi cigu ugama ka apa 2... ntah kin tinggi x ya tym ni ehe dlu buntak ehhee so f kmu jmpa cikgu siti nurhaffyzzah binti rozainey say to her "HAI" from bibih... ehehee

Now m telling....

2008-10-29T06:51:00.000-07:00

now im gonna tell u who is my bestfrennn... well its tym 2 tell who i really noe.. and close too just curi a gmbr ani nda kwn krg sma kmu ehe.. only 1 condition i need from u guys tell them that i love n i miss them soooooo much mwahxxxx hheheeh

my first call for interview

2008-10-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

helo guys.... ehe after break tym i got kol from olive tree m applying for 2 position there bcoming clerk and human resources sumting at sg tilong... ehe m just trying my luck n m really not sure that i will be kol by any company that i apply.. wow m so xcited n disappointed m xcited bcause that is my 1st call for interview n m disappointed bcause i cant attend dat interview=( because dis tym aku pat blait wa... nda g ku drive krita keblait adui wrong timing e ku a... p nda apa just wait for another respon g x sal 8 letter was left right now 4 an answer... hope fully at dgood timing ehe... k dats ol u guys f ada crita bru g nnti aku shre ma kmu k tym ni aku mau revise for xam 2morow pyh wa subjct nya information system sal bisnes la ktakn huhu p nda apa i try my best......

chayo~~ chayo~~ v(^_^)v

m mish him

2008-10-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

hi guys huhu.... rndu ku eyh pat "H" aku biasa mngil ya katam plng 2 emmm 2 ari ani nda ya pndi ada wat hpen a? emmm ok ya ka? krg ku mc krg ngacaw ya jua 2... rndu bnr ku pat nya... p aku tau plng apa ku buat ni slah huhu p ntah a lam smua chters ya ja yg phm aku.... p aku yg tkut kan sma ya...... even ta 1 day ada pluang ku ma ya baik ku elakkn 2 ntah nda tau npa ku kan elakkn... p yg ku tau aku nda mau ya ilang dri idup ku huhu....... ani ya nada npa ka ku cbuk kn ncri ya dri tdi ku liat ya nda o9 npa ya a?? hope he b fine... i mish him so much only god noe it....

2008-10-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

hi guys..... huh? i dont konw y i fel so jealousy huh? i saw my ex pnya nik eeeeee ada nma gf nya la 'F' mula2 2 mcm besa la p ntah a gatal bh ati ku a mau tau bnr ka? den yes i check his fs he is "IN A RELATIONSHIP" eeeeeeee ada g number 2 pat nik nya ai nda adil e msa wit aku dulu nada eeeeeee ahax mati jua aku a pnjeles aha ani ex ku(503) ku g number ja la a jgn ta nma kng kdapatn mcm malukan ya plng huhu.. well the story is cna bleh kmi brek up well he d1 who broke with me... emm alasan nya kmi nda sma taraf wich is ya suka jalan2 p m not mcm aku ni nda social a.. den tym 2 g ya nda kraja apa lesen g nada yg pnting kmi dlu kapel b4 jmpa la a "BIG" mistake wat ppl say emmm bnr plng 2 p ntah a au wa fallin brabis dah pat nya tym 2.. well ya brubh aftr bdaynya plng ya mau hbungan kmi ni low profile la apa so aku ikut la.. p ntah a kin aku nda sdr x tym 2 ya mybe ada nahan sbr wit ulah ku yg pnyamal ani emm p moment wit ya is the best la kmi nda prnh gduh ehe tengkiu.. emm p myb ada hikmat nya juala huhu emm ntah a actually kmi knl dri kazen nya wa "H" kira b4 aku kapel ma ex(503) ani aku fallin dah pat kazen nya p yg nda baik nya aku ni suka bf urg wa huhu elakkn dri suka bf urg beter cri single kn?? emm bnyk kbaikkn nya la c"H" ani buat pat ku.. after ku brekup kn ma ex(503) ya minta maaf ani wa pat ku emm question mark ja ku 2 den ya kta "sory coz u n 503 not going to well" adui nitik wa mata ku urg lain mutus kan aku npa ya yg rsa bslah... den strt dri a2 ya keep cht wit me till now.. kmi jmpa nda prnh slalu bila asanya pnting bru jmpa a2pun dpt dkira wa kmi jmpa a about 3x bru.. ehe.. so aku dpt la lupakan 503 mcm aku buat mcm nada la... a few months later, den aku ada bf(175) wich is slalu ndera aku p ku than kan sja.. p ntah a tiap x ku liat nik 503 ya mcm dedicate arh ku *dlu la not now* ehe mcm ya wish ya dpt hug aku sumting like that.. bila ku tnya ok ka? ya kta ok bila tnya nik 2 n2k sapa ya jwb its a song.. rock song emmm apa2 aje la aku wa perasaaaan... p bnr la tym kmi brekup a2 aku nunggu ya kta "bby im relly mish u" f ya ckp cema2 ja sx ja sumpah ku nda kcw ya g.. p til now wa nada a.. emm biar tya e... ryte now yg buat ku keep going w/o hoping 503 c "H" ada gthu arh ku yg ya fallin pat aku huhu surprise gila ja ku 2... huh? k la geng nxtym g ku gthu kmu psal c "H" ani k? kn cht lu ma ya k ehehe ilang wa pkiran jeles ku tarus sal c 503 a ehe

celebrate birthday farah and aida

2008-10-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

hai~~ its me agen eheehehe rini kmi 1 classmate clebrate bday aida and farah...

aida is twinzo p nda plng adi bradi..

and farah is my class mate pndi dancing la, quiet girl and tiny gal also...

eeheheee i attch some picture of them also k

waaaaaaa 1st test is coming

2008-10-21T06:36:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaaaa xam fever is coming la u guys... huhu mna kan preparation g nada.. adui revise g alum huhu... pisan e... my aim ryte now kn mau dpt all 'D' plng p mun klam kabut cemani ani dptkn ni adui
mna kan Program design ma CSM 2 g pyh huhu strict g 2 markernya adui parah e harap2 i can answer all a k la this all for now kan revision lu apa wish me luck k ehehehe

xoxo
-Confused Gal-

raya at mkjb

2008-10-20T03:31:00.000-07:00

2day raya at mkjb was very fun. its remind me when i was child... ehehee we been given assignment 4 each department... so my departrment doing dancing for all era.... for now i still heard good news you know... they say our show was good, rugged and emmm i dont know maybe for now we never know what happen next ehehe till next tym ;)